Your love of transgender people is wholesome. Being trans attracted is good.
Wanting that ideal transgender woman in your bed is no fun if all you have is an empty bed. But your bed doesn't have to be empty.
I am an older, respectful gentleman who has found that trans women have a strong personal appeal for a range of reasons.
There's no shame in trans attraction until someone who is trans attracted believes their trans attraction is wrong.
I understand who and what transgender and trans attracted people are. I relate to them from there. They feel that, then can't help but express love for me. I'm loving them after all.