Desires are good not "addictions". Attraction is good. It is not an "addiction". Love is good too and it is not restricted to just one person.
Your love of transgender people is wholesome. Being trans attracted is good.
Wanting that ideal transgender woman in your bed is no fun if all you have is an empty bed. But your bed doesn't have to be empty.
I am an older, respectful gentleman who has found that trans women have a strong personal appeal for a range of reasons.
There's no shame in trans attraction until someone who is trans attracted believes their trans attraction is wrong.