A long exchange of heartbreak and struggle that didn't have to be, but was. TRIGGER WARNING: some language invalidates and erases the trans experience. Be advised.
The best cis-trans relationships start with the self. From there, any relationship is possible.
At one time I tried to suppress this attraction in every possible way, but it always ended in failure (and every day, I am more glad that I did not succeed in suppressing).
We get a lot of letters and comments at The Transamorous Network. So far, though, nothing like this...
I for most of my life have lived and thought of myself as a straight man. Now though I feel I am also attracted to trans women pre and post SRS.