It's not the men that are the problem. It's how you're going about meeting the man you want. Change that up and see what happens.
Everyone experiences the joy of life. Bogus stories mask that experience tho. Here's why.
Desires are good not "addictions". Attraction is good. It is not an "addiction". Love is good too and it is not restricted to just one person.
...after that he recommended I see a friend of his, another counselor. This person tried to convince me to own the “fact” that I was homosexual...